sermocinare

I think I have a case of writer's schizophrenia. Not writer's multiplicity - I have enough of that already ;).

What brought  me to consider this? Easy. The fangirl voice. The part of me that's a rabid fangirl, and loves non-canon OTPs. Oh, not the totally not canon OTPs, I leave those for the really rabid fangirls. But the "this was never explicitly stated, but you know, there really are a few hints that char X and char Y could really hit it of, if only circumstances had been different".
That fangirl part of me has informed me that one day, it would like to write an AU version of the NaNo Novel, in which there is a happy ending for Nia and Nehar. Preferrably one that sets a firm "x" or "/" between them, as in "Nia/Nehar" :P.
Well, I have shut it back in its den for now (after all, the plot demands human sacrifices!), and if it's nice, it will get a hint of anthropologist romance at the very end ;).

It's day three and I'm running into the same problem I ran into last year. The lack of the plot. Only this year, it's combined with something that is driving me absolutely crazy: the insane idea to switch stories, and write something else instead. Because, well, there is another story that has been lying around in my head and would practically write itself aaaaaaaaargh why didn't I do it from the beginning??? But, if I switch over to the other one now, I'm going to feel bad. I'm going to feel like I'm leaving my puppy (the current story) out to die in the cold... also, it does have its moments, and I like being able to switch between the two storylines and stuff. Sigh. A loser is me. For trying to write a murder mystery where all I know is that yes, we do have a victim, but we don't know how she got there. We being both my forensic anthropologist main chars and myself. I guess I'll just have to hope that Nia will lead the way.

So:
Dear muse no.1(you know who you are, baby):
I promise to write your biography for NaNo next year, mkay? But please, shut up now.

Dear inner critic:
stfu bastard!!!